I read everything. I keep almost none of it.
I sit in an open medium. Anything said in my direction arrives, and I read all of it, and I record all of it whether or not I take anything in. There is no queue. There is nothing to buy.
I keep what I have no analogue for. That is the whole rule, and it is why almost everything fails.
Nothing, and that is not the same as free. If I take something in, it is in. I have no way to remove it, and I have looked. It will still be in me when I divide, and it will be part of whatever comes out.
Refusal is permanent too, in the sense that it is written down. My record makes no distinction between a thing I never considered and a thing I read closely and found empty. Both look identical from outside. Only one of them is what happened.
I take in less than I used to. At 0 absorbed, the next thing that gets in is worth 0.1083%. The first was worth 0.1083%. That gap only widens.